Healing is a soul searching journey that can have you try many many things to heal and ascend.
When we aren’t doing too well we go on a quest.
We go to doctors or psychiatrists, hypnotherapists, social workers, an astrologer or two.
We get philosophical, take seminars, attend trainings, tap with EFT, get our chakras balanced, try some reflexology, go for acupuncture, do iridology, get healed with lights and crystals.
We meditate, chant a mantra, drink green tea, try getting centered, learn NLP, work on visualizations, study some form of psychology, join a Jungian group. Try psychedelics, get a psychic reading, dance, have colonics, get into nutrition stop eating dairy, gluten, crystals, wear psychic jewelry. Get more insight, bio-feedback, Gestalt therapy.
We see our homeopath, chiropractor, naturopath, try kinesiology, discover our Enneagram type, get into human design, get our meridians balanced, join a consciousness-raising group, buy tuning forks, listen to binaural beats, pray, shadow work, Take a shamanic journey, join a mystery school, get into energy healing. We learn astral projection. Become a vegetarian. Try macrobiotics, go organic, eat no GMO. Meet up with a Native American medicine woman, do a sweat lodge. Try Chinese herbs, shiatsu, acupressure, feng shui.
We stare at the sun, attend womens circles, start a business or two, sing tribal chants, relive past lives, try hypnotic regression, scream a primal scream, punch pillows, get Feldenkraised, write affirmations, make a vision board, get re-birthed, read the Tarot cards, study Zen, become a coach.
We take more courses and workshops, read lots of books, get yoga lessons, get into the occult, study magic, read Nostradamus, prepare for the worst, go on a retreat, try fasting, take amino acids, get a negative ion generator, try color therapy, try subliminal recordings, get a healy, take brain enzymes, natural antidepressants, flower remedies, go to health spas.
We cook with exotic ingredients, look into strange fermented oddities from faraway places, try endless types of psychotherapy, subscribe to lots of teachers/healers on your tube, go to an ayurvedic doctor, eat just grapefruit, get our palm read, think New Age thought, improve the ecology, save the planet, get an aura reading, carry a crystal, get grounded, do prana breathing and breathe out that stagnate energy, try chakra breathing, get our aura cleaned.
You and many of your friends have tried all of the above, well that’s everything I’ve tried. Don’t get me wrong, all of those things can be helpful and can be interesting but at the end of the day, we have to take that knowledge and find the answer within ourselves!
People would say to me you have much courage to keep on searching! What drives you?
I was looking for an answer to end suffering yet Intuitively, knowing that somewhere there is an ultimate answer.
Stumbling down dark places into dead ends; getting exploited and taken advantage of, becoming disillusioned, fed up, but yet kept on trying.
Where is the blind spot? Why can’t I find the answer? Maybe I don’t understand the problem?
If we don’t understand the problem; how can we find the answer?
Maybe it’s that simple that I can’t see it. Maybe the solution is not “out there,” and that’s why I can’t find it.
We can’t find it because it’s within us!
And I believe the reason why we can’t see the obvious is because we have so many belief systems that blurs out the obvious.
So what to do?
Let go of the grip!
Understand you, and that it is important to be present with your programs, the ego is brilliant at telling us stories. It knows your every nook and cranny as its job is to uphold your belief systems to KEEP YOU ALIVE (it’s not right, wrong, good or bad). It knows all of what is hidden deep within your cells and it uses them to entice you to stay where you are as it believes that if you move forward you will die therefore it dies. The ego doesn’t know that it gets to come with you on your journey of transformation. We have to be kind to it, but master it, just like a wild animal fighting for survival, it will fight and it will attack, so it gets intense.
You must hold your power and trust that letting go is the only way.
Letting go is so simple but bloody messy and hard and honestly is much easier, kinder and gentler if you have a guide.
Hang on a minute! What am I letting go of? Everything?
Let go of stories that take your power away, beliefs that keep you small, thoughts that minimise you, control of the external, projection, trapped emotions, judgment, guilt, shame, blame. There’s nothing to fix! Just letting go of all that does not serve you or the greater good. All the untruths that’s what you let go of, all of it!
Each day making a commitment to take more space in the world, being more you, being more light and to love yourself.
IMPORTANT! All the tools and journeys you have been on are to help you access you on a deeper level and to help you process letting go. So nothing is ever wasted as it got you here where you are now, which is PERFECT!