Hi Jonathan, thank you for your lovely message. I know! This wish to know the truth about real lasting happiness earlier in life is so very common amongst us seekers. But I feel there is such a divine timing when the veil is lifted and we are finally able to see clearly. When we are ready, the truth unveils itself. So I am learning to trust that everything in life unfolds perfectly for all of us, no matter how it looks on the surface of creation. The mind can be such a wonderful tool, but it can also be a very divisive instrument, often judging quickly and telling us too late, too early, too slow, too fast…But there is so much joy when we can just surrender and trust…Anyway, thats what I am consciously choosing these days. Wishing you all the best and much joy on your journey! Jana