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Namaskaram,
Who I am isn’t that important.
My name is definitely not important, This is my most painful story. Which sets the tone for how I can help.
I was working as a programmer. I was lacking a loving partner in my life, something I never had my whole life, I was too scared to even approach a girl, let alone get a date, so I decided to get heavily into self-development. I began knowledge seeking, working out, doing things I was scared to do my whole life, like approaching girls. Everything was perfect at that time. I was feeling on top of the world and in constant flow with life. There was no hesitation about anything.
Then came the fateful day where I had to confront my greatest fear, my father. See, I hadn’t spoken to my father for at least 2 years prior to that day but I was still dependent on him. I got home and he was just yelling at my older brother, it was kind of routine for him. I hated it, it made me feel horrible hearing him. I couldn’t bear it. My brother’s well-being was at stake here, so I made the courageous decision to confront him. He was in my living room, my resolve broke immediately when I saw him. So I went straight for the bathroom. I spent a few minutes there trying to bring back my resolve. My heart was pounding and my breath was heavy. I exited and confronted him. We got into the most intense argument of my life. We were shouting at the top of our lungs. I was like why are you doing this, this isn’t right. You keep doing this. It’s not helping. After a few minutes of arguing, he says this sentence that completely broke me. He was like “why do I need you, if I have a thousand people like you”, I was in absolute shock, I broke, I left the conversation. I went to my room thinking, How could be say that to me? I was his son. Didn’t he love me?
From that day forward I started to slow down and began a slow descent into a downward spiral. I stopped exercising and lost my self confidence but kept striving for self improvement. I unknowingly started developing addictive habits, with weed, porn, video game etc. Two months later I decided to move out. I got my own apartment then eventually quit my job. I was failing at every new project I started. A few months later I moved in with some friends. I remember being in the apartment and doing dishes and just wanting to die. The pain was still in me and was starting to take its toll. I was getting really tired and depressed. My life became a living hell. I had this pain of rejection bottled and I’m too scared to feel it.
I was non-stop seeking pleasure to feel good. At one point I kept chasing orgasms and they became less fulfilling, eventually I could barely feel anything. I was like now what? Then I had an enlightenment experience. For two weeks after that I was in deep peace. But the worst for me had yet to come.
In the coming months, my depression got deeper and deeper, my will to live was non-existent but I was hanging on to dear life. My addictive behavior got worse. I went back home because I couldn’t maintain healthy relationships with anyone. Everyone I met I would leak my suffering to. I stopped meeting friends and stop going out. I was still desperately looking for a solution. I then stumbled upon yoga, I took a course, but didn’t have the will to keep up a daily practice.
I then made my way to a nearby ashram, the Sivananda Yoga Camp. I spent a few months there, I was in complete misery most of my time there. I had found people who were like me on the spiritual path and trying to heal. I’ve been keeping up a daily practice since and feel better than ever. I’ve re-learned how to cry and forgiven my father. I no longer fear pain.
I’m at a place now here I can help people who have been through a similar experience, so they don’t have to suffer like I did. I’m offering online coaching services for this reason. If this resonates with you, please don’t hesitate to contact me.
I appreciate you taking the time to read. Thank you!
Akashic Records Readingby Spiritual Intuitive “Dianne” of Sister Earth Creations
Explore the Mysteries of who you are as a soul and learn how you are known and loved in the Akashic Records with a fun and insightful Akashic Record Reading..This service includes spiritual growth techniques for healing the mind-body-soul connections. Comes with record accessing and card reading.30 years Experience as an Oracle reader.
My Coaching approach is rather ecclectic in that I use the GROW model as a process but use various coaching techniques at each of the GROW stages to address a specific coaching need. The techniques I use include but not limited: meta-mirror, ontology, self-esteem model, cognitive behavioral approach, transition model, time to think, Logotherapy, EQ, etc.The techniques I use challenge and support growth. I facilitate growth by empowering the individuals to find/ reach to the answers of the question or issue they are working on. I create a safe space to reflect or explore various pathways to success and sustainable transformation. I empower individuals to create/ improve self-belief, action, clarity, commitment, awareness, self-motivation and choice.
My areas of coaching strengths include:• Managing personal transitions• Self esteem• Personal development – leading self• meaning centred living• Career Development• Leadership development• Emotional wellbeing
These private sessions are suitable for people who already have or intend to have a meditation practice. We will begin the mentoring session with a chat to see where you are with your development/practice, discuss any issues or questions you may have and then I will end this session with a kundalini awakening transmission (Shaktipat).
What Is Kundalini?Kundalini is a form of the divine feminine energy (shakti) that is located and coiled at the base of the spine, in the muladhara chakra (or root chakra). It stays dormant there until it is awakened through spiritual practice (or sometimes seemingly at random). It then travels up to the brain for a full kundalini awakening (it later descends into the heart and gut). This process can take years, months or weeks. A full kundalini awakening is a life changing experience that in the past seemed to be exclusively for sages or mystics and predominantly in the East, but it is becoming more and more common in the west now for a lot of reasons: There is more information on spiritual practices these days and easier access to this information. There are astrological and energetic changes taking place at the moment, allowing for mass awakening. There are also more people being called to carry out the work of awakening others through healings and transmissions. What Are The Benefits of Awakening Kundalini?A full kundalini awakening results in a self realised state. The initiation of Shaktipat activates/arouses the kundalini and sets it on the path to full awakening, although how long this takes will depend on each individual case and how much you have to heal. Even when the kundalini is just activated and not fully awakened, there are still benefits:-An upgrade to your energy system and nervous system each time Shaktipat is received-A purifying effect on the body and mind which can lead to an improvement in health-A more restful mind-A more profound understanding of reality through experience-sensitivity to energy-peace, bliss, joy and oneness with nature.-knowledge of the self-Increase in intuition and psychic phenomena-trauma release-Many More
How Often Should I Receive The Transmission?There is no minimum or maximum, however, from my own previous experience and witnessing other people's progress, a session every week or every two weeks is adequate.
Please understand that while results cannot be guaranteed, I have not yet had a recipient of this transmission who has not felt beneficial change, kundalini activation or energy sensations and releases.By booking this session you are confirming your understanding that this is not a substitute for professional medical help. You agree and acknowledge that I am not providing medical advice, mental health advice, or religious advice in any way and that I am not responsible for any issues that may arise from any underlying mental health problems/illnesses you may have.
You can overcome phobias, pain and negative thoughts that keep you stuck. With imagery, counselling, hypnotherapy and energy psychology techniques you can restore energy and enthusiam for life.By clearing unconscious negative programming, it enables your conscious and unconscious mind to work together and you get to create and Live The Life you were mean to enjoy.