Verele Vorstman

**Live your own life
reconnect to nourishing sources
and free yourself of (un)conscious dysfunctional patterns **

Trauma can be inherited and passed down the generations. Oftentimes, especially with chronic issues, we are re-enacting issues or even trauma that aren't ours. These are issues that we can't seem to shake. That we can't seem to put our finger on. That we KNOW how to change but we keep relapsing into old patterns.

*You're feeling like you're a bad person. You can't understand where that came from; you're life is great. But: Your grandfather was in the war and he had to shoot people in order to survive. This was so traumatising for him, he wouldn't speak about it. He may have well passed it down to you.

You've been unsuccessful having a good relationship. It turns out, your great grandmother wasn't allowed to marry the man she loved for religious reasons. You may have well taken on the belief that true love and marital happiness is not allowed and not possible. *

We will be physically setting up of the elements in the room that are of interest in the family history. Like this, we can find ot what it is that stops you from being free and happy. The elements and their position relative to each other, in the form of coloured felts, allow us to sense into the energy of that person or thing. It gives us information about their meaning and message. As such we can tease out the dynamics, reconnect to sources of support and give back the burden that doesn't belong to us. By doing this, we honour our ancestor's suffering and their wish for us to be free from it. And you will feel relieved and lighter. You will notice an energy shift, making positive behaviour much easier and negative thoughts leaving you.

You don't need to bring your family. Even information that isn't known in the family (secrets) can be discovered like this. After the sessions, records and writings as well as interviews with grandmothers have often revealed the emerged story to have been true.

a session takes about 1.5 hours

Receive a deep energy healing with me and feel relieved and amazed after.

The shamanic view on dis-ease is you either have too much energy or too little. This imbalance stops you from letting go of dysfunctional patterns. Too much will come from things like criticism that you have internalised. Too little will come from stressful events and trauma that your soul was unable to cope with. In these instances the souls splits of a piece and you lose a chunk of energy. You can compare it to people who all of a sudden see themselves being operated on in theatre or being in a car crash from the outside.

I will journey for you (go into a trance and ask my spirit helpers your questions) and remove excess energy, which I can see in the shape of gross animals like slimey snakes, bugs, fish, or the likes, or objects like rusty chains or big nails and such. They will often tell me the citicism or the negative belief you have got. Soul parts that went missing I can retrieve as well. I will see them as you at the age when the trauma happened and they will tell me why you couldn't cope. I will fetch your power animal, which represents the way you deal with problems and life issues best. I'll give you an explanation of what the characteristics are of your particular power animal.

I will send the lost energy and your power animal to you and from that moment on you can start healing. That chronic depression, uncertainty, that niggling thought of low self worth, that anxiety can now be released. Emotions may come up, processing this. That's a good sign.

My power animal is owl. She sees everything and is very wise. She will show me what I need to see and do for you to receive healing. She will never show me anything that you are not ready for. You will not need to do anyting except receive.

You can request a shamanic healing for your child as well